There's this guy i like he is sweet and nice,
charming and precise...
For years I've adored him, loved him and admired him.
Yet he doesn't know n yet he doesn't reciprocate. I've tried n tried n then failed but still yet i tried again... n then he feigned.
Life seemed beautiful and I became the epitome of happiness. I forgived and forgived all the nasty things he said and did.....and told myself this is what life is....until i realised that love doesn't grow it just happens
so I let go....
I still adore him, love him and admire him. Maybe he will be only guy I do so for all my life but the difference is now he is not "MY" Guy but "THE" Guy
The guy of my dreams..
The guy who is so close only to be unreachable..
The guy i love but can't have..
The guy i belong to but who doesn't want own me..
The guy who is her's from now on to eternity.
P.S: purely a work of fiction so no personal tips on my lyf shall be entertained
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Sunday, March 8, 2009
The Willow and the Weed
I know its long but read it cause its worth...
Long ago there lived a willow tree and a weed,they were neighbours and forced to become friends. The willow was proud and would go on and on about how strong and mighty he is, the weed would just listen. One day when the willow was boasting about himself, the wind heard him and decided to teach him a lesson. So, he started blowing wityh all his might and the willow stood as sturdy as a rock. Then the wind put in more might and finally the willow was uprooted, and all the while that the wind blew the weed very carefully bent in its direction to live, and it did.
MORAL: Be flexible to everyone
This is an old folklore told repeatedly by our parents and grandparents, but this story does not apply in todays world. The contemporary version which is more applicable in our society would go on as follows:
Long ago there lived a willow tree who was sweet-natured, friendly and humble. There also lived a weed who was crooked by nature, but friendly that the willow was he started talking to the weed (which had no meaning to its life.) The willow was happy with its friend, the weed on the other hand was jealous of the willow's umpteen strength and was determined to inflict inferiority. So, he kept pushing into the willow's privacy. The willow was wise and kept quite for a long time, but when he felt that the weed was exceeding its limits, he up his stand and said he knew what he was and he definitely was powerful. The weed lent a deaf ear making the willow repeat. It was at this point that the no-good and no-brainer wind passes by, seeing him the weed makes the willow amplify its tone. The wind listens to the statement and having no better work for himself takes it as a challenge upon himself to bring the willow. So, he puts in all his might but in vain as the willow is truely powerful and then seeing this he calls on a few of his buddies who are dumb enough to take the wind's orders and together they blow to bring down the willow. All this while the snide weed kept bending in any directionthe wind blew. His weak and crooked nature made him survive. while the willow was uprooted for standing up for himself. The wind and its no-good buddies in their filthy attempt to bring down the willow, wreaked havoc and spoilt the haven atmosphere of the villages tearing away the huts and sheds. The weed did survive only to spoil the crop next season and the willow......well, good-natured and helpful that he was gave paper, tables and planks to villagers regain their livelihood.
MORALS:
-->Never be truthful it gets you killed no matter how correct you are.
-->They will always be people who have no other work but to wreak havoc in others lives.
-->The above people will always have a bunch of no-brain friends who have potential but won't apply themselves.
-->Be a moron and support the person who will benefit you even if he is wrong because.... who cares you are being benefitted RIGHT !!
--> Finally if you've been brought up like a willow the way i've been then forget the previous four lines of crap and continue doing good even if you've been wronged cause thats who you are and you will make people who love you proud.
The simile for willow, weed and wind in my life are a classy independent woman, a weak girl in every way possible and a stupid no brainer guy(guys) with no reason to exist respectively. Each person will be able to decipher their own version with their very own similes.
Long ago there lived a willow tree and a weed,they were neighbours and forced to become friends. The willow was proud and would go on and on about how strong and mighty he is, the weed would just listen. One day when the willow was boasting about himself, the wind heard him and decided to teach him a lesson. So, he started blowing wityh all his might and the willow stood as sturdy as a rock. Then the wind put in more might and finally the willow was uprooted, and all the while that the wind blew the weed very carefully bent in its direction to live, and it did.
MORAL: Be flexible to everyone
This is an old folklore told repeatedly by our parents and grandparents, but this story does not apply in todays world. The contemporary version which is more applicable in our society would go on as follows:
Long ago there lived a willow tree who was sweet-natured, friendly and humble. There also lived a weed who was crooked by nature, but friendly that the willow was he started talking to the weed (which had no meaning to its life.) The willow was happy with its friend, the weed on the other hand was jealous of the willow's umpteen strength and was determined to inflict inferiority. So, he kept pushing into the willow's privacy. The willow was wise and kept quite for a long time, but when he felt that the weed was exceeding its limits, he up his stand and said he knew what he was and he definitely was powerful. The weed lent a deaf ear making the willow repeat. It was at this point that the no-good and no-brainer wind passes by, seeing him the weed makes the willow amplify its tone. The wind listens to the statement and having no better work for himself takes it as a challenge upon himself to bring the willow. So, he puts in all his might but in vain as the willow is truely powerful and then seeing this he calls on a few of his buddies who are dumb enough to take the wind's orders and together they blow to bring down the willow. All this while the snide weed kept bending in any directionthe wind blew. His weak and crooked nature made him survive. while the willow was uprooted for standing up for himself. The wind and its no-good buddies in their filthy attempt to bring down the willow, wreaked havoc and spoilt the haven atmosphere of the villages tearing away the huts and sheds. The weed did survive only to spoil the crop next season and the willow......well, good-natured and helpful that he was gave paper, tables and planks to villagers regain their livelihood.
MORALS:
-->Never be truthful it gets you killed no matter how correct you are.
-->They will always be people who have no other work but to wreak havoc in others lives.
-->The above people will always have a bunch of no-brain friends who have potential but won't apply themselves.
-->Be a moron and support the person who will benefit you even if he is wrong because.... who cares you are being benefitted RIGHT !!
--> Finally if you've been brought up like a willow the way i've been then forget the previous four lines of crap and continue doing good even if you've been wronged cause thats who you are and you will make people who love you proud.
The simile for willow, weed and wind in my life are a classy independent woman, a weak girl in every way possible and a stupid no brainer guy(guys) with no reason to exist respectively. Each person will be able to decipher their own version with their very own similes.
Saturday, March 7, 2009
NOTHING !!
Its another beautiful morning with a cloudy sky. All dressed up i wait at the stop for my bus. I get in as it arrives, its all empty and closed "just like my heart" i think and sit beside a window. Busy with a message i fail to notice the guy behind me open the window in a quick move and a gush of chilly breeze hits my face and in a fleeting moment i smile unknowingly.
Surprised at my reaction i look out the window thinking and a mad rush of never fading memories come back to me. Memories both good and bad of happy times which are no more and will possibly never come again. As i pass through beautiful scenaries and fast moving vehicles i stare vapidly at them while flashes of memories come back to me.
My life was empty and depressing i din't have proper companions i was an introvert all closed up and empty. My classmates called me names and teased me, i felt so inferior that i built walls around that no one would be able to break...!
It was then that he came into my life and took the pains to break the walls not only to let himself in but to take me out. It was he who showed me what laughter was and proved to me that i mattered to the world. It was thru him that i learnt to have fun..to run, romp and dance in joy, to learn to be able to make friends, to break thru walls, to reach upto people in need and most importantly to love. To love unconditionally and never to expext any return.
Thru all my learning i've had amazing experiences as well as testing ones. He helped me thru my obstacles as i thru his. As years passed by we became inseparable or so i thought.
After a decade of togetherness i lost him as abruptly as i found him. he's taught me not to believe in after life because "we need to live in the moment'' he said, but now i want to believe.
Things have'nt changed much i have good friends...i know how to have fun....the only change is within me.....my emptiness....my nothingness.
I never really understood what people meant when they said nothing to questions which alwayz have answers....
I know now that just like the open window brought in a freshness...... so suddenly my emptiness too will be filled but till then. i will go on living happily "with what?" if you askme I will paste a smile across my face and with glazed eyes reply "NOTHING........nothing at all"
Because to me my nothing is everything that i am and will always be.......
Surprised at my reaction i look out the window thinking and a mad rush of never fading memories come back to me. Memories both good and bad of happy times which are no more and will possibly never come again. As i pass through beautiful scenaries and fast moving vehicles i stare vapidly at them while flashes of memories come back to me.
My life was empty and depressing i din't have proper companions i was an introvert all closed up and empty. My classmates called me names and teased me, i felt so inferior that i built walls around that no one would be able to break...!
It was then that he came into my life and took the pains to break the walls not only to let himself in but to take me out. It was he who showed me what laughter was and proved to me that i mattered to the world. It was thru him that i learnt to have fun..to run, romp and dance in joy, to learn to be able to make friends, to break thru walls, to reach upto people in need and most importantly to love. To love unconditionally and never to expext any return.
Thru all my learning i've had amazing experiences as well as testing ones. He helped me thru my obstacles as i thru his. As years passed by we became inseparable or so i thought.
After a decade of togetherness i lost him as abruptly as i found him. he's taught me not to believe in after life because "we need to live in the moment'' he said, but now i want to believe.
Things have'nt changed much i have good friends...i know how to have fun....the only change is within me.....my emptiness....my nothingness.
I never really understood what people meant when they said nothing to questions which alwayz have answers....
I know now that just like the open window brought in a freshness...... so suddenly my emptiness too will be filled but till then. i will go on living happily "with what?" if you askme I will paste a smile across my face and with glazed eyes reply "NOTHING........nothing at all"
Because to me my nothing is everything that i am and will always be.......
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Happy New...!! WHAT??
So, Here it is finally the NEW YEAR ! ! ! or so we think !! ??
Come the 1st of Jan every 365 days.. its time for RESOLUTIONS.
Everyone makes them...brothers,sisters friends and even your enemies!!! and those who don't are forced to do so by nagging parents, lecturing teachers or over enthusiastic princys so on and so forth.
And then before we know everyone we know has a set of resolutions to follow. Few say i'll work harder others i will take a break and even others say i won't make a resolution (but.. hey is'nt dat a resolution in itself !!)
Okay...i'll layoff them a little while and ask a simple question !!
WHY DO WE CELEBRATE NEW YEAR ?
da answer is simple enough so rack your brains for a while....
I know most of you are saying welcoming da newness and very silly answers of da same sort. Solook no further the answer is here....
We celebrate New Year cause the Earth completes one revolution around the Sun ( bet ya din't think of that huh!!!)
So, basically its back on its path after 365days and 6 hours!!! So technically nothing new is happening its just deja vu the same thing has happened for nth time for the past million or zillion of years.
So when earth is goin along da same path why should we choose a diiferent one ?? Why make resolutions we won't follow ?? Why do anything new ?? So next year instead of wearingnew clothes n goin around sit at home in your pajamas and sneakers!!! Don't wish ppl and if they wish you... impart the enltghtenment shared by moi and then watch them..... Badmouth you or maybe if you are as lucky as me get punched in your face !!!
My New Year has begun & now that you have the "gyaan" maybe next year yours will too !!! ;)
Come the 1st of Jan every 365 days.. its time for RESOLUTIONS.
Everyone makes them...brothers,sisters friends and even your enemies!!! and those who don't are forced to do so by nagging parents, lecturing teachers or over enthusiastic princys so on and so forth.
And then before we know everyone we know has a set of resolutions to follow. Few say i'll work harder others i will take a break and even others say i won't make a resolution (but.. hey is'nt dat a resolution in itself !!)
Okay...i'll layoff them a little while and ask a simple question !!
WHY DO WE CELEBRATE NEW YEAR ?
da answer is simple enough so rack your brains for a while....
I know most of you are saying welcoming da newness and very silly answers of da same sort. Solook no further the answer is here....
We celebrate New Year cause the Earth completes one revolution around the Sun ( bet ya din't think of that huh!!!)
So, basically its back on its path after 365days and 6 hours!!! So technically nothing new is happening its just deja vu the same thing has happened for nth time for the past million or zillion of years.
So when earth is goin along da same path why should we choose a diiferent one ?? Why make resolutions we won't follow ?? Why do anything new ?? So next year instead of wearingnew clothes n goin around sit at home in your pajamas and sneakers!!! Don't wish ppl and if they wish you... impart the enltghtenment shared by moi and then watch them..... Badmouth you or maybe if you are as lucky as me get punched in your face !!!
My New Year has begun & now that you have the "gyaan" maybe next year yours will too !!! ;)
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